Saturday, May 26, 2007
today i went to cine where pple play pool after my cca dinner.
this is the first time i've gone to a place like that.
i felt intimidated and ignorant.
i wont deny that i've led a sheltered life.
when i was there i felt like i stepped into something totally unfamiliar to me.
something i have never experienced.the feeling can be likened to the battle versus good and evil and the evil side is getting gradually alluring.
however,i still do not condone things like smoking or any other such vices.
but when i was leaving, i was looking at the others who were just arriving.
the people who are used to such a life.
they arrive late at night while i'm there almost nervous that i'll miss the last train/bus home and my mom will be at the door waiting for me with a chopper.
some things never change i guess no matter how old you are.
the feeling is strangely exhilarating.like doing something forbidden.
like doing something frowned upon.
and like what Blake means: the transition from innocence to experience.
it is inevitable.
5/26/2007 11:24:00 PM sheryl; you better let somebody love you/Before its too late
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