Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Being in ij for 2 years was somewhat of a stagnation period for me,going to school felt redundant and probably is.
and i was happy that it has finally ended.of course there were good times but it does bring back many bad memories.
i wasnt a bit hesitant in deciding to stop updating my old blog because to me that part of life shouldnt exist anymore,therefore it shouldnt go on.simple as that.
things are different because we have to grow up.we simply have to.its like we have to go on living.the basic theory in my books.
so having a new blog kind of signifies that i am really detached from what no longer remains an obligation.
a new beginning.and im happy for it.i might be making mistakes but at least im moving forward.
in terms of letting go; up till this point of my life i would say im pretty tolerant.
i believe i can forgive and forget eventually.i dont need a religion for that to be a priniciple in my life and im grateful for it.
its cliched when they say that you cant hold grudges forever.and its true.there might be lingering resentment of course but i think thats what makes me grounded.
i know im far from perfect but im content in a way that i know i can make peace with people and myself if need be.it gives me strength.
Labels: life
3/20/2007 03:28:00 AM sheryl; you better let somebody love you/Before its too late
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